i didn't know we could make journal entries on here, or just text posts in general, neat! (yapfest ahead)

anyways uhh I just wanted to say that I have a lot more characters to share here overtime, some human, some not, some are other pokemon! but I'll share as many as my little paws can scribble out to you guys. I already love it a lot here, even with its small hiccups it has sometimes. To be honest, I've had my eyes on this place for a while, but I never committed to joining for one reason or another, but I figured I'd finally give it a shot now. Prior to joining, I was stuck in a huge depressive/burnout episode where I couldn't get myself to draw anything, even if it was something I was really excited or passionate about before and it was awful. I couldn't even draw my favorite character ever it was that bad. I didn't see any value in myself as a person, someone who lost all of their online best friends because of a misunderstanding, and I was willing to throw away all of my hopes and dreams because I didn't have anyone else but myself for several months. Don't even get me started on all of the real life stuff that was happening on top of that, it was a nightmare to deal with mentally. I figured now would be the best time, since I've made better connections with my (very supportive and kind) irl friends and I'm finally starting to settle into my new home after several months of feeling discarded and abandoned by the people I felt the closest to in years.

wow that got depressing, but tl;dr I'm more than grateful to be here, and even with how quiet it can be at times, I never felt more welcomed into a community already in such a short timeframe. You all are really kind, and I hope to interact and talk to you guys more in the future! :3
(also yes, I do have earthbound ocs, and they are based off of some old nsfw doujinshi. arguably I'm more obsessed with them than eevee but I'll let you guys decide that ;3)