I lost $80.

I'm becoming more self aware these days.

https://youtu.be/4U8b9AuEIco?si=fZ1k_alx7nr08yxb

Well it's about trying to repair irreparable damage, emotional isolation, using fantasy or music to cope, obsession with someone unreachable,

The ending though where Miku screams while singing. It makes the song feel less like anger and more like mourning. Yes, I can relate to that because I had ex friends turn against me and I'm trying to fix the damage that was irreparable sadly.. they still haven't forgiven me after some stuff I did at 17.