What is life even worth at this point

DreamADoodle • 2026-07-23 • Edited 2026-07-23 • General • 9 views
If you're gonna fucking repost that screenshot and make me feel like a prostitute again, then what even is my fucking life about anymore.

I fought for 4 months. 4 MONTHS and it finally gets deleted only for the same screenshot to be reposted again. At this point if that's how it's gonna be I might as well just start cutting myself to pieces. I deserve death. Clearly everyone thinks I deserve death. I don't deserve anyone in this world. Everyone fucking wishes I was dead and I know it.

I'm just a fucking stupid fucking young ass fucking prostitute. I do nothing productive in my godforsaken fucking life and I'm just here to want to have sex with a fucking pencil who was said to make the screenshot get deleted in my universe. I hate myself. I hate how much of a fucking whore I am. Just fucking say it guys, I'm a whore. I'm a whore I'm a whore I'm a whore. I'm a delusional fucking whore. Why do I even bother changing as a person? Why do I even bother going to therapy? Why do I even bother trying to fight back if this fucking asshole fucking cunt made the universes collide even more and posted that. I WAS A FUCKING MINOR TOO, THAT IS NOT FUCKING OKAY TO SPREAD AROUND REGARDLESS. I. WAS. A. MINOR. YOU FUCKING THINK THAT SHOWING THAT SCREENSHOT OF WHAT AN AT THE TIME 17 YEAR OLD ADMITTED WAS PROOF? YOU'RE FUCKING WRONG. YOU'RE 18 YEARS OLD, GET A FUCKING GRIP.

Flood my profile with Debora content guys, go afuckinghead. Go ahead I just want to take a break from Señor Lápiz for the time being and let him fight until he can't no more. Please.
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