Hello, thank you all for the support and thank you to those who checked in on me.

I feel a little better. I still get sad about some things and still have intrusive thoughts like selfharming, overeating, or whatnot but I'm slowly trying to at least patch the leak with weak tape before flex tape, meaning I'm trying to calm down and better myself until the screenshot is finally taken down for good. Of course I still feel really pissed off at this one person to the point where I went full out with death threats and stuff, but honestly...since someone pointed it out, I realized that I shouldn't do that even if they reminded me of something I went through at 7 years old. Twice. While I was trying to change as a person and get more stuff taken down about me that was unsavory.

I don't mean to mention any fictional characters in such a serious situation like this, but the reason for me taking a break from Señor Lápiz art is simple. I imagine that he knew he needed to find the 2nd destroy lever and try to get rid of it for good. One that was somewhere dangerously close to the collided worlds. I imagine him telling Gabby that he was gonna do so and to just focus on something else, not worrying about him. It's like a partner going to the army, so he didn't break up with Gabby. Just needs to fight to defend her as soon as possible.

I'm mainly focusing on content involving Debora from Clanners for now, but I will get back to Señor Lápiz stuff after I play Pop'n Music High Cheers or until the screenshot is gone for good as well as the other things. I do acknowledge that I hurt people and I do admit that I was wrong with everything against me. I apologize for everything I ever did and I wish to become a better person. This is exactly what I mean by "I'm young, niche, and got my knickers in a twist multiple times" in one of my journals regarding the High Cheers craziness.

Whatever you do, don't try to look for said document or screenshots. I consider that creepy and at the same time witch hunting. I don't want anybody here knowing about that screenshot. I want to keep things discreet.